I’m rewriting for paperback the book The Revolutionary, which was originally Homeless Dog.  I am at a sex scene.  It is about really love and sex, and passion.  It is hard to write this stuff for me.  You will never be good at sex with everyone.  Some people don’t fit.  Some people don’t really even turn you on.

“What’s the most attractive thing about a woman?”

“Willingness.”

What you really want is the shameless and unrepentant.  Selfishness helps.  Of course you will never measure up very well no matter how great you are with the great fucks.  Better to just see it for what it is and take it for what it is and be sure and use birth control.

Anyway that’s the way I feel about it now, looking back on it all.  I told my daughter that just because you think you are someone’s soul mate, doesn’t mean they feel the same way about you.

Commitment, well you are either committed or you aren’t.

There are women who come from different worlds.  They have different expectations depending on what part of the country they grew up in.  Out midwest they seem to have a better sense of what the game is about.  Out there in the midwest they seem to have some sense of the partnership it is about.

Everybody needs somebody.

I really really loved a woman when I was in my early twenties.  I really really wanted to make her feel good.

She felt good.  I went down on her a lot.  I wanted to get her hot and stick it in her.   I somehow had caught up with the fact that a woman’s clit is really sensitive and when they use words like eat her out and stuff like that, it isn’t quite descriptive of what you really want to be doing.  You want to play with her clit with your tongue, flicking at it, like, see.

Ask her what she wants.  That might help you, you dumbass.

Finally after about a year and a half I gave her a snapper.  I mean I liked doing it with her a lot.

Have you ever heard of “The Snapper.” Not a lot of women have a snapper.  How you do that is this:  The best way I found was she fingers herself while you are in her from behind.  She has to help herself along see.  You are lucky if you have a reasonable sized unit, cock.

Some people get small stuff to work with.  Some women never come to orgasm no matter what you do.  They still like doing it.  I knew one woman who loved doing it and was inspiring, pheromones or something. She never orgasmed.

That other one, I’d eat her and then roll her over, and then get going with a good rhythm while she fingered herself and then she would come and I could feel rigidity and what, juiciness in there and she would cum hard and it would grasp tight around my cock and keep snapping at multiple organisms.

I’m pretty proud of that.  I’m sure others later on really enjoyed her.