crayola crayon on panel, wood really.

There are round about ways to find me and buy the painting. Painting was done with crayons on wood, burnished and sealed with acrylic. It is about 14 by 14, though I ought measure it and it was a spur snap addition to the post. Russell Scott Day is public on Facebook. I want 250 for the work here shown.

My friend of many years, 42 is about the right number says his friends are wearing out and he needs new ones. When I was at the doctor’s and said I ought get 10 years at least, he said, “Well you are a fighter and you have good humor…” Trailing off and ending with, “But you have a lot going on.”
So there you have it, nothing for it. I’m going to die relatively soon.
Beat down is the thing thought that was the basis for “Beat” according to Beat history as found in Beatdom. I think that is in the Money issue. Herbert Hunke is the founder of Beat. Somebody published his writings that preceded the Kerouac writings. He lived in the Chelsea and put on parties for druggies. He used and sold junk. Burroughs, Hunke, and the rest of the hangers on rockers et al were “into” junk.

Acid is hard to get addicted to. For hippies like myself of the age it was about TRIPS. You got your mind expanded. After that to keep the spirit and the music buzz pot was all you needed or really wanted. I want pot really badly. It is hard as fuck for me to get it.

Some smart guy is probably flying hash and hash oil from Washington state to Hackensack. You could finance a goddamned Falcon doing that. I did the numbers awhile back. I could see going into crime with a gun and blowing out the last three years of my life getting stoned and having fun. The doctors had no choice but to make me a junkie for all the pain I am subject to without time release pills of morphine and gabapenten. I am fucking sick.

I was up for running for Senate as a sick old white man out to prevent the apocalyptic riot. Stopping the drug war, so I could get stoned in Not Conscious, Supporting Energy Capture Engineers, and starting a good war to eliminate nuclear weapons from the arsenals of the world is the thing to be done.

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