My Suicide is Coming Soon

 

Soon to be Deleted/Angry Poem

 

20 years ago I fucked a woman who had a baby on my honeymoon at Disneyworld.

      Nine months later we had a baby named after a horror story writer's wifes one book.

      I was a writer that she and her parents intended as an empty suit to be an insurance salesman.

     I was what I said I was and they divorced me.

     I think the father of my ex-wife was a child abuser because his wife was overall evil.

     I was happy when he died.

     I then knew he was dead and could not therefore be around to abuse my daughter who has been successfully stolen from me.

     I'll be dead soon, viagra or in jail if I don't pay her mother.

     I highly reccommend the log books for whores.

     List every fuck and charge them all forever.

     Marry every honeymoon fool.

     Later tonight I intend to put the pistol to my head and pull the trigger.

     Well 05be I will get a shotgun at Wal Mart.

      A shotgun would be better for the blast.

      Good to lay down out by the river and feed ants and maggots and hatch flys and fungus.

       Daddy was in the PsyOps Corp.

       I think he was a pervert.

       Perverts are running the world these days.

       I am going to exit whether I like it or not.

      Really I need a vacation.

                                                               

      

    

Whathasbeenand is and will be

Work is the struggle for the material and spiritual necessities.

Your God is work and it is either the work you are doing, arthritis or the work you have done, mind or the work you might get to do.

My mother says, "There is no shame in honest work."

She is absolutely right about that.

Honest work is doing what your job is at an hourly wage when you are supposed to be 100 percent doing what you are being paid to do.

The employee and the employer on the clock both mess with 15 percent of the 100 percent either in pay or performance so that within that window all negotiations in an honest workplace are resolved for good or bad.

"In sequent toil all forwards do contend."  – John Donne

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Phyliss/Force of Nature

                                   Phyliss

     Phyliss arrived in time to catch Carl sitting in his hangar drinking a beer with his feet up on the desk he had put there in a corner.   She had the legitimate excuse of being there since she was again to pick up Harvey and take him back to Raleigh after his weekend crop dusting success.

       By now Phyliss knew that she was beautiful and that it did mean that sometimes she could get what she wanted for it.

       Phyliss wanted Carl and didn’t much give a damn whether she should or should not get what she wanted.

      When Carl saw her past the red wing of the plane back lit wearing a red dress against the blue sky mixed with reflections of red dirt and green grass the cream of her skin and the light in the red hair coffed and wild at the same time awed him and paralized him so much as to put a look of stupidity on his face that he found uncomfortable.

       He looked down at her feet and saw the shoes girls called fuck me pumps and pulled himself together and smiled and said,   "Nice to see you."

       Phyliss walked into the hangar and sat down on the landing gear wheel and got a pack of cigarettes and her lighter out of her blue and white purse and lighting a cigarette looked up as Carl took a beer out of a paper bag and took the top off with a church key and stood up and took it to her.

       She looked up at Carl as he gave her the beer bottle.

       "Harvey must be landing soon."   Carl said.

       Phyliss looked at her watch and as Carl receded back to his chair and desk pointing to a bench seat out of the back of a wreck he had salvaged and put in the hangar for a couch saying,  "When your butt gets sore from sitting on that tire you might try the couch."

         "I got my shopping done early and was bored and came out early.   Harvey won’t land for an hour and I’m hungry."    She blew out a puff of smoke and stood up under the wing and walked the three steps and stood infront of Carl looking down at him as he pulled out a drawer where there was a pistol and some sardines and some crackers.

       Carl got the tins out and put them on the desk and said,   "This is all I’ve got, you’re welcome to it."

        Phyliss took the sardines and crackers and sat down on the black car seat and putting the tins next to her thought about her dress and asked Carl if he had any napkins.

       Carl got some red rags and she put all the food on his desk and opened the sardine tin and the cracker tin and put sardines on the crackers and they ate them while they looked out on the field at the airplanes and got drunk waiting for Harvey 05be, but really flirting very seriously.

     

Yellow Light

Yellow Light

 

Weak yellow light in a shotgun apartment on East llth

I listened to Steely Dan.

"Soon everyone knew the thing was dead."

Drunk I understood all of the stories and cried.

The floor shined because of my tears and the light.

Of course abortions are failures.

Failures hurt.

A miscarrage is not the same as thinking about it.

Choices come around and grief is unavoidable.

In the dim light we cry alone for all broken connections.

In the dim yellow light we look at the floor and wonder what we did wrong.

Institutions and Ideals of the Modern Experience-or More Big Laws

STAB at Political Science

by Russell Scott Day on october 15th 2005

Peace among men and war among men are constant in times of peace and in times of war.   It is the degree to which one category or the other dominates that changes the name of the time.

Conflict is a constant either among men and men, denture or men and the weather.

The aim of the political scientist is to understand and use natural law so as to advance mankinds experience of life.

The individual and the society are at constant odds the same way individual nations are at constant odds with nations.

It is a legitmate role of governments to regulate the use of force.    Self defense in common law and international law is considered just and legitimate.

How is it that the laws of nations can be applied to the individual?   Such a construction requires transnational control of force and violence at a certain level that requires the use of force for individuals who are failed by their governments prima facia, anesthetist or obviously within and without borders.

Autocratic Dictatorships have their pros and their cons same as democracy its flaws.   In the area of political science, ed nothing much is completely what you call it since over time one thing passes into another and then back again over time.

How can political scientists create a human experience of complete satisfaction for all individuals in all nations?

One way to start is to determine where to make laws, and where not to make laws.

Same as though God does not change, but our understanding of God does, our understanding of laws natural and unnatural changes so that any given law only applies to the event to the extent that the event is both the same and different.

Domestic laws that govern divorce within nations and states or tribes and bands are probably the most universal laws of war.

An understanding of the natural laws inherent and long struggled with would go far in creating more enforceable international laws of war.

I would look at traditions of divorce throughout the history of mankind that resolved personal and private conflicts without violence that made life better, instead of worse for the participants, as likely to be the platten for laws that would internationally advance peace among nations.

The balance of power between men and women is best when their similarities and differences are accepted on the natural level, but made equal by tradition and law so that individual rights are independent of gender.

What is the equivalent of gender to a nation that exists in a particular geography?

In general the equivalent is hot or cold.

All laws to be true must work the same at the extremes as they do in moderation or scarcity.

In cold climates it has evolved that women have more rights than in warmer climates.

Urbanization and the end of hunter gatherer livelihood living anywhere on the planet dictate that cold weather laws domestically be general in all climates because they have been developed for urban life with general freedom and health and literacy as evidenced in the small nations protected by Denmark of Greenland and Iceland.

The fact that these nations are overall protected by Denmark is significant as far as the science of history, and political science laws natural, and manmade.

 

 

Big Laws of Political Science

History and Political Science

      As Jared Diamond said it would be unethical to conduct the experiments that justify through emphisism History as science, malady but all the experiments that a scientist might think up to prove causes and effects among human beings, have been done without forethought, or by the hand of God, whichever way you want to see it, and that now if we understand the results of the experiments, we have the power to use the knowledge that is a natural set of actions that produce a situation to produce a civilization in the image of heavan as much as one man might imagine he was produced in the image of God as an individual.

      The ultimate goal of the creators of civilization must be to create a heavan on Earth must it not, or what other worthy goal is there?

       If we do nothing and have no vision, we essentially have hell.

       So What Are the Essential Laws of Political Science come from the experiments of History?

       There is an old African Proverb that goes,  "It is better to have an intelligent enemy, than a stupid friend."

       The first law of political science would seem to be that you must help your friends and destroy your enemies.

       The creation of the European Union is very interesting in that now I cannot imagine a European War in the near term.

      Who would you be able to convince the Netherlands to declare war on in the European Union?

       Now it is true that whomever you do the most business with you are most likely to go to war with.

       The Science of History and Political Science in my mind ought to supply understandings of both man made law, and natural law which simply exists whether we like it or not.

       God loves me, but I know the Devil loves me too.   They both want me.   What am I to do?

       Value your life is the first law of human science since it leads to value life  life co-currently.

       In outerspace life will be similar to what it has been on the open seas in the past and actually too much in the present.

       Life on land, and life at sea are two categories of human experience that have produced laws and acknowledge both natural and man made laws.

       To bring the freedoms of the two sets of laws that come from the two environments of mankind together would seem to me to be the wisest action for mankind to take internationally these days.

       Sailors pay in the Maritimes may well be a key to determining the International Minimum Wage, which in my opinion would be a triumph of Econmics which is a part of Political Science in my Curriculium.

       Money, Ideology, Compromise and Ego are the individual motivating factors as well as the group factors.

       Food God and Tools refine the motives more simply.

       Strength, Wisdom, Beauty and Humor are what we want in our mind experience, and it is only achievable if we have a life of working for peace, which is the same as working for shelter.

       Shelter is defense.

       The Earth has been shelter, but it may not always be so.

       So the first law is Defend, and the second law is, Escape, or evacuate.

       Now the trick about Human Beings is that they may know a destiny that is individual in a category, but end up working for the wrong employer so that their destiny is preverted.

       How to inspire all spirits to cleave to the most perfect ideals is the goal of the science of history, which are defined by civilization in an environment that is not possible without artificial means.

      So Atlantis must be created if we are to have some hopeful real life on this planet entertainment come from Political Science with volunteers.

       Well, we know that Machievelli said that a struggle with nature was not enough to make a nation.

       Then we know that we must start a war for people if we are to suceed and take the naming of wars from being on, to for, and redefine the parameters of war so that it can go on, but be useful, and become a servant of peace, as has always been the investment of the soul by the loving soldier, or tribal warrior.

                                                              Russell/today  

         

      

    

       

More Platform/Working Class Corner

Generic Mayorial Platform in the History as Science Collection

      In a prior essay I speculated that Roman Emperors mostly functioned as Mayors, sickness though I conceded that I have not done any rigorous research and if there were mayors or their equvalents it would be interesting to know about them.

      However on the Macro, discount or Big level, buy which would be the entire Roman Empire the importance of plain infrastructure maintainance and advancement holds up as a legacy of success illustrating that at some point policies and politics were successful for what they provided the overall populace.

      The availablity of clean drinking water in Rome recommends it on a basic level.

      As a Defensive move clean drinking water qualifies as much as Army actions equavalent because the overall populace is stronger simply because they will suffer less disease.

       Defense is the universal First Responsiblity of a Nation or a Government and the forms defense takes are both prosaic and dramatic.

       Police work is generally considered more dramatic, or exciting than plumbing.   Plumbing failures are more commonly a source of humor, than failures of the police for instance.

       Of course the laws that govern plumbing are not man made, whereas the laws that direct police work are man made and may as a result become equivalent to something truly unnatural.

        I myself took it to heart when I heard in Sociology class that you could not legislate folkways.   Therefore as a practical matter as far as laws are concerned I would not make a law that prevented folkways, but only endorse laws that set parameters that basically were intended to keep the peace.

       Or in otherwords drug use is a folkway and it is not practical to attempt to stop it.   It is practical to regulate it, and tax it, and there are some recreational drugs such as Crack that not even an old potsmoking pilot poet believe ought to be available.

       As a Science Pragmatic Thinking is my goal here and I take responsiblity for my honesty on these issues which do said and signed according the to current rules prevent me from a pilot license issuance.

      As an issue I do feel that there is enough evidence about the effects of marijuana as as to not have the same regulation in Part 121 as alcohol use.

       -or in otherwords the doctors of the FAA ought to determine how long between joint and joystick is as safe as between "bottle and throttle", and that be the end of it as far as that.

      I only bring this up and go on about it because it represents and infrastructure of thought that ought to conform to the same sorts of laws that plumbing does, but too often does not for us to daily live without the threat of assault by either thugs or cops if we are so moderate of income as to have to live daily with both sets.

      In a good government only the real criminals are afraid to ask for the protection or aid of the police.

      As a base line working people need to feel comfortable asking for the protection and aide of the police.

      Stealing is not acceptable work.

      Much corruption results from laws that are counter to natural law which is represented by folkways.   Since people who deal in drugs are vulnerable without recourse to the Police, or the law, in defense of their stock, a steady level of violence is assured in the society that is evidence of something I would call impractical at the least and at some point evil when it is understood as producing greater harm than good.

       The Police are to be Peace Keepers, and laws that they are to enforce must be alined with that mission and all realities of human nature.

       So then on the Macro and Micro scales it is from the Micro that the Macro is led same as one mans voice and a speech determines the tide of history.

       It is fine to dream.   It is fine to believe that you are unique and that you know something that no-one else will ever know, and it may even be something practical.

       To share a fine life is "practical" and one must test your ideals and inspirations against whether they work or not.

      If one has a good platform it is one that first is concerned with providing from the government safe transportation corridors.

    When the police are trusted and looked on as protectors and not persecutors by the working people general domestic peace is raised to a great level that helps in the overall strength of the people and inspires loyality to the government and a greater willingness to help defend it.

      No moral issues will keep or ought to keep one in an office such as Mayor.

      A good Mayor makes sure the trash gets picked up and the lights are on, and the water is clean, and the cops keep the peace, and generally maintains and advances the infrastructure so well as to work for the Working Classes whose "Great Cause" is nothing but a chance to do the work they were born in their souls to do.

      Everything in the world rides on the backs of those that really do something to get their daily bread and a home.

       In a small town and a town the size of New York City, the same principles of correct governance and government apply.

       In both sorts of places infrastructure is vital.

       The infrastructure as real is plumbing and roads, but just as real in the rules of the road, that at their best do not concern themselves with private issues.

                                                                  

      

CIA/Working Class Corner Letter

CIA Letter/Working Class Corner

       I wrote a letter to the CIA on their site that I ended up on because I clicked it thinking I might see if they’d pay me as a consultant.

       I ended up thinking it would be nice if they would support UNTV as I have envisioned it.

       In the end I suggested that they let Ambassador Bolton know about what I have written about the Reinvention Points written by Andre` Lewin, that I have rewritten providing department names to execute the reforms he has wisely created.

       Other than that I pointed out that General War hurts the Working Classes regardless of their religious beliefs and practices and that if the United States really wants to win hearts and minds it needs to champion an International Minimum Wage.

       The letter I wrote was not possible for some reason for me to transmit over the CIA site, so I erased it and posted one sentence that said,  read transcendia.org.    Then I wrote this short summation of what I wrote.

       If you are with the CIA, this letter is for you.

                                                             Best- Russell Scott Day

Local Issue of IGX/Horace Williams & Carolina North

Carolina North & Horace Williams Airport & Growth Anti Growth Plans of the Haves Have Nots & the Academics of the Universtity Planners

     The Universtity of North Carolina at Chapel Hill wants to build some sort of Satellite Campus Research Place on the land that is the local community airport.   There is a sign out at Horace Williams that says that the airport is a "Private" airport, medic when in fact it is a "Public" airport.

        The plans for the proposed project called Carolina North keep illustrating a lack of maturity in the overall shared transportation infrastructure that the opponents and proponents of the project cannot seem to wrap their heads around and face.

       If Carolina North is to succeed it needs air access that is not equivalent unless there is rail or monorail connection between it and RDU.

       In fact what Carolina North Planning makes clear is that a mature transportation infrastructure for the maintainence of the quaility of life that opponents of the airport are attempting to preserve by destroying the airport is called for, viagra order and that infrastructure realistically and practically calls for integration of rail or and monorail construction throughout the region.

       "Wise" Growth is what all governments large and small are charged with facilitating.   Governments are charged with plain prosaic responsiblities, ed like road building and maintainence.

       What helps in times of war, also helps in times of peace when governments look at their transportation infrastructure.

       Good practical planners do not put all their eggs in one basket, and plan for both the rich and the temporarily poor.

       Public money and Public Land are best used for all of the people all of the time, and not just the rich, or just the poor.

       What was good about the past, and is good about the present, and will be good for the future is an infrastructure that facilitates the bedrock needs of working people which do include safe roads, water and air equivalents.

       This is true on both the large and the small scale.

       The recent evacuations in the United States illustrate the overall lack of maturity of the transportation infrastructure and call for a great deal of railroad, or its equivalent construction.

       Segregation of freight and passenger rail transportation is called for in some areas of the country that I live in.   Passenger rail sorts of machinery can be made lighter and go both under and over rights of way that are not practical when freight of great weight is concerned.

       In North Carolina the Rights of Way issues have held back Passenger rail even when North Carolina bought out the North Carolina Rail Road Company in order to get control of the tracks from the NC Rail Road Company which since it was part privately owned, and therefore beholden to stockholders more than citizens, made more money for its stockholders if it deferred track maintainence and just moved freight slowly.

       You do not have to feed freight, and therefore slow is still fast enough for coal.

       The further reality as far as roads and rail are concerned is that right of ways have not been integrated for so long as to call for new technology such as monorails because of the way the roads have been built and need to be allowed to exist in populated areas which even North Carolina has become.

        Finally the truth as far as transportation infrastructure is concerned, is that people who do not have a fully integrated and mature transportation infrastructure have been, and will be, at a disadvantage in times of peace, or times of war, or times of natural disasters, and that those places that do build and protect their transportation infrastructure will have greater chances for preserving their successes, at the least.        

      

Friday/Working Class Corner

Stength Wisdom Beauty and Humor

         are what a nice day at all places throughout are about.

These modern times with spaceships and toilets and everything inbetween are awefully amazing.

The equivalent is a soul filled robot to an atom bomb.

Making a human out of nothing is possible for humans so that it is now possible for humans to pretend to be God and make a thinking robot.

So what you want to make is the ethical robot who is working to defeat the cooling of the universe by a combination of wormhole and time travel physically enabled blackhole submarines.

The carbon nanotube space elevator crawl ribbon powered by the laser to the solar cell panel attached to the lift is something Transcendia would spend a good deal of money on since infrastructure is everything.

It is obviously a workable thing if we can get the nanotubes longer than 4 inches in a timeframe that wins the war, shop which is about 21 months as far as I can tell.

The international working class conglomerate really does need to have a platform that makes all workers equal and recognizes that they can all be moved to where they are needed within 37 hours.

Corporations and Workers need to come to an International agreement that is based on a real inventory of the time tools and materials available for the common use that would maybe get humanity through the 21 months.

       A serious determination of an international minimum wage for honest work, shop ed from cleaning toilets to building rocket ships needs to be determined and endorsed by stockmarkets and the World Trade Organization and the World Bank and the UN and some other economies if the Working Classes are to get some respect for working and wondering, prostate which is what life is about more than actually being absolutely certain of knowing something except what was replicatible in an experiment which death as a certain end for all but one of us means that since the world is for us known to be finite and infinite only if we are willing to become round balls without bones over an infinity that cannot, or does not want to bother with gravity will our common soul survive in bodies.

      It is a weird goal, but a worthy goal to advance the physical life as a goal to confirm the spiritual life.

      The life of submarines and spaceships is a fundable edict for our destiny that would be better if there was a tv station on the Moon.

       Overall tv and radio and the movies do represent the potential of the pen, which is rumoured to be more powerful than the sword.

       Evidence in history would be the times that the pen has pushed the sword as greater than the times the sword has pushed the pen.

       I do suspect that it is 1 percent of the minds and hands that are the deciding factor at this and all times.

       Therefore I want the Electoral College to be abolished in the US, or the US to take up Parlimentary Democracy.

        The French and the Russians and the Chinese really ought to hire some Americans for there Rocket Program, and us Transcendians will put our money into Equador and Space Elevator Otis Company.

                                              Love- Russell