PreNuptualAgreementContractRequired:

       It has come to pass that I have determined that no-one ought to marry without formulating and signing a prenuptual agreement in the interests of general overall society.

        I have discovered over my time living that there are too many laws from state to state to keep track of and in private family life there does need to be an independently understood set of rules between the two parties that is written down prior to the union.

April Fools is the Transcendian National Holiday

      I have been enough of a fool to give it a holiday similar to the holiday they declared for the defeat at Gallipoli.

      It is the day years ago when a woman I loved left me for a guy we had a menage`a trois with.   It is the sort of thing that really makes you feel like a fool.

      By the time the evening of this day had rolled around I was sitting on the nighttime steps outside where they were crying in public uncontrollably.

      I think the next day I caught up to them in a Church Parking lot, punched him out and went home to cry somemore.

      After that I drank solid and hard for 6 months and drew pictures with crayons wearing this idiot stripped vertical robe that looked like something Jesus might have worn.   It was cut to that style anyway.

      Finally I worked up to making an assemblage titled Bicycle Disaster.

      I became less suicidal especially after I discovered in the course of working as a carpenter I did not want to die when I experienced great fear standing on a diving board 2 by 12 3 stories up putting roof rafters together at the end of the ridge.

      Fear is your friend sometimes and a little adventure may well be required for mental health for we all find ways to be foolish.

       Dealing with it properly is the sort of thing that makes one as much as an adult as I expect it is possible to be.

      A broken heart can really hurt and I never pick on anyone when they are suffering one.   I will make fun of myself, or go so far as to share that though I suffered a permanent loss that did destroy some innocent part of me, I had some fun later that I am glad I didn’t miss, and this reality has moderated my suicidal tendencies rooted in things like shame so much that I respect the unrepentent drunks I have known.

      Maybe I would have gotten along wth Bukosky.   (Forgive me if I misspelled his name.)

       I have to admit that I had an unusual evening for a Boy Scout from a town of 2,500 people in North Carolina with Liz of Live Shop Die that is worthy of the ethos, portraits he drew and philosophy and tone of acceptance and humor of the unrepentent explorers of nights in parks and dark drinking bars being animalistically free with happily suffering humanity on a world that is admitted to be as temporary as the happiness of some shared lovely uncaring and wide eyed interest in each other.

      It is love and war that makes memories and this is something we seek to make.

      Dancing is a wonderful art to see live because it creates in us a unique memory that crosses very directly to imprint ones soul and it is no surprise that I loved a dancer.

      So this is my Holiday.

      There has been at least one great party on it, and I always observe it and think about it, and by this evening I hope I have had a good cry and a good laugh and have given only the laughs away for sharing with my fellow adventurers in the caldron of souls and insects as Kafka and Dante described.

                                                                          Scott

The Movie Star Life:

I wanted to have the life of a Movie Star.

I wrote it on a board I put inside a wall.

Looks like I got that life.

Weird, is all I’ve really got to say.

These girls are difficult.

Junkies that act and buy airplanes and turn into pilots,

Ambassadors no less.

Sean Penn knows all about it all apparently.

Sometimes he directs.

"I want to live like a Movie Star." is what I wrote with a pencil on a board I put inside a wall in the Pole Barn room I built out of old wood.

Now that I read of Brad Pitt’s heartbreaks and all like that over his baby and his name and all like that I know I had a life and ought to be dead.

Those girls are difficult.

It’s enough to send Sean Penn out in a boat during a flood.

Vacations get strange when you love disasters for relief.

Damn I’ve had some good girls.

They wanted their Grandmother to approve of every contract.

The Stripper & the Ballerina

    I’ve been looking into founding a business where I live which is a bedroom community for the University, or Universities and Raleigh and RTP, and has no industry other than construction to speak of.

      Apparently a Strip Joint or making a movie or tv show is more viable and would be more profitable than something else I have a plan for.

      I am reminded of a woman who took minimum wage sorts of jobs and followed up on computer offers of riches from working at home who reported her best pay of 15 an hour was for nude modeling.

      Since I have known strippers and ballerinas and like the ballet near as much as watching strippers and even knew a stripper who was a ballerina other times of the week, I have long imagined a movie about a friendship between a ballerina and a stripper.

      What I might do is make the movie and see if the set survives.

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Common Knowledge,

      And Common Sense are not the same thing.   It is surprising if you know about something how much of what you read about it is wrong.

     Do not believe everything you read, or hear, even from me, for I have been wrong about the truth because I believed what I was told or read before I experienced it.

      What would you do if you were spit on?

      The Islamist are reacting to the cartoons of Mohammed as I might if I was spit on.

      The fact is I have been cartooned and I did not punch the guy that made the cartoon, but took it from him, and have it in my briefcase which contains things to first look at when I am dead or if I get killed tomorrow without notice.

       I think I have been civilized and this is sort of equivalent to a pocket veto.

       I just said, "That’s very good, may I have it?"

       Actually I found it very insulting as a distortion of my ideology, but I knew he was after a girl I liked and had done his best to make me uglier than himself.

       He was a Chiropracter, and I was a writer writing my first novel at the time.

       It turned out to be a novella, and I can’t find it in the house since the last move.

       Really cartoons can hurt.   I understand that.

       But if you can’t take it, don’t dish it out.

       I actually am a cartoonist of some merit, and you can look at Daddy Drives a Taxi on my website for the evidence of my ablity to do that sort of work.

      The best resolution all around would be Cartoon Wars.

       Let the newspapers of all faiths and ideology fight it out in Cartoon Land, and let the rest of us be educated and entertained enough to live in peace with the ablity to buy the papers.

                                               Love, Russell

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Koreans Eat Dogs

      Koreans eat dogs and are hungry so the US, denture which has a dog surplus is thinkng about sending dogs to North Korea.

   Actually Transcendia wonders if airplanes on their way to Korea would put dogs in the unpressurize compartments as dead dog gifts to Koreans, cialis who North and South typically eat dogs.

Political Scientists

       The academic political scientists that they put on the radio and on the tv these days fasinate me as kibbitzers whereas us real guys know we ought to make a speech or kill somebody.

      It is interesting who gets paid to talk.

      Actually I have gotten paid to talk on occasion.

      I spoke for MCI on a TV Commercial, and I have been a paid editorial writer at some point in my writing career.

       I cannot really decide which is more important; rigging or writing.

      Rigging is more important.

      Tools come first.

      It is not for me to decide, but for me to recognize.

      Let us devide tools into two categories.

      There are life tools, and death tools.

      A plow is a life tool, and a nuclear bomb is a death tool.

      Now, my father told me that I would not exist if it were not for the atomic bombs that ended the war with Japan.

      He did not believe that he would survive after his combat across Germany.

       My Great Uncle survived four years in the South Pacific, so you never know, you might be luckier than you think, but still I felt my luck running out as far as a complete dependence on motorcycles and understand that if you can’t quit the results are more assured.

      Actually we do need to build nuclear power plants as a group, since we need all the energy we can get online as soon as possible.

      The direction of the tools to be made from the energy is the key to our survival through the bottleneck.

       It will be an impossiblity if we do not make nuclear weapons universally illegial.

Time to make a sculpture of Mohammed and put it next to Ghandi in Union Square Manhattan New York City to Win the War for Everyone in the World would sin together to see it.