Retreat is the Hardest Thing

Ways out as Write Downs

1930s moment. Fascism. War Clouds Economic slow dance of crashing.

Now that Bernie Sanders is effectively crushed a Retreat to base camp is called for.  Retreat is the hardest thing for a General to accomplish.  The aim is to save the army from complete destruction.

Absorption into a mythical good DNC is not possible.

Meantime at the same time we are told that there is no excuse for any violent reaction to continued murders of the working poor, we are told to prepare for more war, internationally at least.  2 Percent is what all ought be spending on Defense.  The Defense industry of the US is happy as hell.  Favored nations will get the most modern up to date missiles and all.

However underlying all the rhetoric and bullshit is this:  The State is to have a Monopoly on Violence.

Now the BLM movement and organization is identified as Marxist.  It is also identified as contributing to the murders of innocent police in Dallas.  Too bad it happened in Dallas since it ought have happened in other cities like St. Louis closer to the worst murder of an innocent Black man who was acting too White.

Since the Police always have the drop on a civilian in a car, with a girlfriend and a baby and live in mortal terror of a Black man with a gun, that cop murdered an innocent man and so a Black man with a rifle retaliated.  What exactly did the power structure expect?  What about the other 500 or so murdered by cops by now in the year, half and more through the year?

Cops do not necessarily carry within a live and let live keep the peace attitude after 5 decades of enforcing J. Edgar Hoover policies of oppression.  The For Profit Prison Industry gets fed via continuous arrests of Blacks & youths for minor pot violations over all throughout the Nation.  Sentences are long enough and egregious enough to ruin a lot of job prospects for the targets, but short enough that outright Revolt is forestalled.

The Clintons are for continuing this, along with both US political parties.  If one is cynical they suspect the Drug War is insisted on to run the criminal systems funding mechanisms. For Profit Prisons are simply unethical.  Many of the poor working people are also hit with fines they have no legal means, like work, to pay.  Wages are subsistence wages.  Any little extra disaster becomes a crisis.  Decriminalization is a joke in most states since it keeps the whole thing running fine, just as it was, without the claim, OH we Decriminalized it.

Workers are wage slaves and any revolt is a losing proposition on their part since they will be out manned and out gunned and are just supposed to eat it.  Race & Gender politics are promoted by all the Mass Media to keep Labor, which is Black & White from uniting together.

The Generation Gap continues even as one may be an older person, hated as an older person, unless Hollywood famous and rich.   You are not a rock star.

Any way, it is a lie that violence does not work.  The truth is it does work.  Now the gay guys who fought the police at Stonewall, an otherwise insignificant bar in the West Village are heroic.  It was a kinder day, and just a brawl.  OK that is good.  Civilization then includes fist fights?

The only police in fact I respected were the NYC Island cops.  They did seem willing to attempt to keep the peace.  I was treated with respect when I cursed them out for coming into Brownies after hours when we were continuing to get drunk.  “Sure you don’t want to calm down?”   I myself have a good list of cops and me stories.  Most cops outside of the East Village I have had problems with were in it for the power.

Pot is used by them to get someone otherwise not possible to arrest.  Pot has become a folkway.  You cannot legislate folkways away, but making any of the Woodstock Nation’s hedonistic philosophical ways illegal & making being Black illegal have kept the Drug War going till now addictive heroin is around not for its typical 10 year cycle, but all the time.

Regardless of this insidious bunch of bullshit following crack profits Sanders today endorsed Hillary or really the Clintons the power unit who are an established part of the whole Finance world that is debt dealing and grabbing and manipulating the working people into early graves and so I have called for Service Banking.

What we have to have is Industrial Service Banking which is what Goldman Sachs has pretended to be to get money they used to buy all the deeds as is the case with elites in Haiti.  So goes Haiti, so goes the West.

Meantime since the entire US economy is militarized, hollowed out for and by the military what you got from working for a company you only get now from working for the Government in bureaucracies or for the Military, which covers the globe as an Empire sucking the life out of all and planning on war to fix economic ruin they helped to cause.

Nations have forgotten they can sell land to their friends and enemies to eliminate sources of contest.  I suspect the planned war in China to explode anytime, but most likely once the F-35 actually works. And I myself don’t even like the Chinese.  They appear to have blocked me early in online web world publishing for my status as a Confucian Scholar showing how to use the Bible & I Ching together as a spiritual practice.

As a writer, I do not think much of censorship and prefer that artists understand the responsibilities they have to promote and certify strength, wisdom, beauty & humor.

Really the plan looks like kill off a lot of the population of the world with war, and use the nukes in tandem to cool things down.  This is why I say Montevideo, far from tanks, which are flash points in Europe, while ships and boats and airplanes will do it in China seas.

Low down there in the Atlantic with Mountains close, Uruguay looks pretty good.  Less radioactivity at least.  Less already as seen circulating from Fukushima.

You as youth could just evacuate to there and protect the place from us, our military.  Wow they are going to be needing help for rejecting the TPP.

Primes for War

It is an unbelievable reality that war with China is being engineered.  You are more likely to go to war with people you do business with than those you don’t.

This time it’s the Navy Again.  I wrote down Chief of Staff, Joint Chief of Staff of the Armed Forces talking in the Presidents ear.  I can’t find my note.  These people, 4 & 5 star generals are said to be making Foreign Policy more than the professional Foreign Service Officers.

It would be unbelievable to go to war with China to most of us just sitting around or going about our lives.  The Joint Chiefs of Staff were ready to blow the world up for us often during the Cold War and we have been in a state of permanent hot war somewhere like quagmire in Afghanistan and the outposts of the stranded or rank seekers. People dedicate their lives to getting ahead within certain institutions and the culture of that institution.

Unless the Institution is really led from shared idealization the institution will become corrupt when the vacuum is filled from within.

If you look some at IHS free intelligence reporting you will see a great deal of money being set up towards weapons sales of US exporters.  Raytheon is of interest for parking money to avoid taxes.  War profiteering is an old business.  Some people like it.

Primacy in Subs is one thing the US still has, maybe.  I don’t know for sure.  North Korea is out to hurt us whether right wrong or indifferent.  It will do so as an accident or on purpose one way or the other.  What does it take for the UN to end economic warfare with a practical war.  “Best Practices”?

Same things that were done before the Kennedy assassination when there was a lot of money riding on more war are being done regarding China.  Malaysia & that plane make sense as war moves since the CIA & MI6 Front Aviation listening post for Southeast Asia incorporated there.  It was the last place Bill Donovan went as his mind was solidifying.  Funny how these guys with all the secrets get Alzheimers as some sort of standard practice.

I was humbled some to recognize that I hadn’t seen that Transcendia as an Economic Model was based easily in business methods for Aviation Front businesses of the CIA & MI6.  It was a significant journey for the US President to have made over a disappeared airplane.

Reading between the lines is hard.  What assumptions do we carry?  I share the one that thinks war with China would be a horror show.  Is it necessary because their friend is North Korea and they won’t fix it?

I buy guitar making parts from bang good made in China cheap.  I admit I do business with the Chinese guitar parts making class.  I was considered a Confusion scholar enough for combining the I Ching and the Bible Readings by Confusion scholars.  The Confucius scholars asked permission to link to my writings.  I was touched.  I think for sure soon afterwards I was blocked in China.  I read that the Confucius Centers of the World are Espionage centers.

I looked at In-Q-Tel to see if it had any positives as a US funded CIA Venture Capital Company.  Specifically is it in any was a Service Bank, Industrial Service Banking as what we old hippies, idealists of some justice in the world possible if you put mind to it.

Want a Model Nation Contest where the System that is the Best, Government the best, Wins an Army.   Thirty Years ago Erwin Strauss of How to Start Your Own Country out of Langley book found in Loompanics said my Model was the best he had seen so far, then, thirty years ago at least.

My drift life and not going to LA was the source of the failure.  I didn’t get paid to make movies from which to take money and found the national territorial controls.  What should the US People get back from In-Q-Tel?  Or what has Page, & Page AvJet, Become?

Cultural Lag does not exploit the inherent strengths of the airport.  That being said the CIA & MI6 together under direction of OSS former leader & alway the architect of “Intelligence” set up the FBO operations there in Malaysia and he is out of Buffalo & Rochester, (NY) a town hollowed out for the intelligence community with contracts for R & D for things to listen with and see.

If Sanders goes in, then there could still be war, but it would be less likely.  We in the US may see an attack as soon as Trump even goes into office considering his election and the installation of him would really make the US look like it had elected someone like Yung Un,  Dictator Kim Yong Gun?  What?

Whack oh with economic war with Russia & Rocket engines and all of it.  Like there it is allies on one institution, enemies on out of others.  Economic warfare must be resolved to provide stability, which is good for business more generally than war.

Except for the war equipment makers.  Some people have Motive for War, and will do all the advertising and public relations or even assassination to make what suits them happen.  They are armed in the first place.

Ways out as Write Downs

1930s moment. Fascism. War Clouds Economic slow dance of crashing.

Science Fiction Memories & My Driving Song

Tent People of the Park

Anarchist in the East Village

The guy with my megaphone got captured by the police and arrested.  I never got my megaphone  back.  I did finally replace it.  I have one on the mantle above the fireplace.  I have equipment.

Last time I did LSD was in something like 1975.  I had a book.  I had just read John Creasy’s 15 Battles that Changed the World, and was inspired by the Democratic conduct of the Generals of Athens at the Battle of Marathon.  I knew a guy who always had Wednesday night for himself even though he was living with a girl.  I think I did some acid with him. I think he gave me the acid. He was the guy that lent me the book.  I did what I hate, and never remember giving it back to him.

The freakout of the last time in Toronto of where I knew the world as a police state and there was a secret I had figured out about the telephones related to the finite number that there was of these telephones enabled the Police State, that Ghost government to have complete control meant I had to be careful, came rushing back same as it had left off.

I had not planned well.  I knew what to do.  All was fixed the way it was and wasn’t going to change.  I had gone far enough.  I hijacked a guy in his car and got him to drive me back downtown.  I was forceful and rude.  He lives with a story to tell.  I apologized.

Too bad, things stopped being fun.  Best of times and worst of times.  Best of times worst of times.  Go to the best place.  Go to the beach.  I need it to be dry now for my bones.  I need to look at the sea.

Spent a day stacking cinderblocks.  Then there was the time in the meat freezer.  Couple of times in the meat freezers.  Butchers take that stuff serious.  Just cut that rotten part off.  Cook the freezer burned pork chops with lots of garlic and peppers.  Don’t come right.  Meat.  Baloney.  Falls off the dock.  Eat it in big hunks later in the trailer.  Thing there like a wrecked boat.  Trailer parks.  Rent world.  Rent world.

Hey baby want to take a ride with me?

Go out in the CounTry?  Let the engine run, An the wheels go round.

Roll me a Mexican joint from the plastic box.  Talk to me.  Nothing on the Radio but Sunday.

Find a creek.  Look at the water.  Get run off by an angry man with a long shotgun.  Want to take a ride with me?  In the night.  I drive to fast, your tears will run.  I’ll stop the fun.  Story to tell.  Go to hell.

We never needed China, but they needed us.  You fucking Communist.  We never needed China, but they needed us.  You fucking Communist.  Stop writing anything true.  What do they do?

Yeah Foxcomm.  I heard they jump.  Put nets around the building.  We blow our heads off in the bathroom to keep it neat.  Wally got a motorcycle.  Put his girl on the back.  Hit a truck so hard they went right through the big side panel stuck in time.


Driving Song, sort of.

Concrete is the Roman way.  Build a Coliseum.  Walls go high.  Round they go.  Round they go.  Spears and bullets fly.  I’m not your guy.

Want to take a ride with me.  What you think we’ll see.  Just see some counTry Tree.  Contrree Con Tree Con T Ree see that Con Tree Are E.  Want to take a ride with me.  This is our Hiss Tor E!  Want to take a Ride With Me.  I got a Mem Or EE.  Give me your ComPan EE!  Want to Take a Ride With me.

We never needed China before?  New money got made.  They are buying Gold.  Keynes said it was BarBarEee.  What’s that mean to me?   It’s in the DNA or our HISS Tor EE.

Steel is Real, and Wood Burns.  Firemen love to burn a house.  Firemen love to burn a house.  Some guy likes to blow up the Power station, and call it in.  People are fucking Crazy.  Block Heads and Hop Heads run the streets.

Want to take a ride with me?   Let the engine run, and the wheels go round?

Faster Faster Faster now.  Faster Faster Faster Now.  Want to take a ride with me?

Let the heat roll over me.  Concussion lifts the heart.  Ears pop and bones tremble.  Wow.  Wow.  Gears and the motor is a break down the long tall dark hills in the night.  Some where in Connecticut.  Want to take a ride with me.  I’m a driver.  I’m now just a survivor.  I got MeM Or Eee.  The future is not mine.


After the future:  The World Came together to give all everything they needed by building the complete distribution network for the things.  Food, Clothing & Shelter.  Food was distributed around the world wherever there were people there were supermarkets.  If they were not connected by roads they were connected by rail or by air and air connected, with the hybrid airships if that is the way they had to be.

Food is first.  Food was airdropped from any height.  If all that could be done was above the missiles or below the missiles the United Nations, Government, The Government of Governments was charged with delivering food bought and paid for from the money of its Central Bank Insurance Company, and Insurance was meant to mean insuring the peace.  War for peace if it had to be that the end the threat of nuclear annihilation of anybody.  Ignorance of the future was not allowed.  Ignorance was not allowed.  Food is number one.  Hand in hand Education.  World Education.  My nation of Airports Transcendia is allowed to grow.  Military bases become mine, my supermarkets growing and distributing food.  Food, Food, Food.  Food for all there are starting now.  You can drop bags of popcorn if nothing else.  If you are so strong prove it with food first.  War goes like this.  Food bombs first.  I have to admit I am thinking of civilians being starved by Assad and the Russians.  Richest Strongest and more fucking bombs because the war profiteers are allowed to do it that way.


Proactive Civil Demonstration.  Food Bombs first.

Too corny aye.  Not glamorous aye.  Fuck it.  I don’t care.  There were rules of war, and there are rules of war.  Starving Civilians isn’t right.  The Government of Governments has an Army to stop it.  Do it differently.

War by threat of nuke works, well that worked but doesn’t, isn’t going to work forever.  Face it.  There are the warriors who are destined to fight you know.  Battlefield boys they are.  War, okay buddy lets do it for the right reasons at the least.  OK, OK, I’m Sold On War, I want some MOrre give it to me ON the TV,  Show me all War, all the Time Close up on them body parts, and the blood in the ground.  I’ll call it mine.  All the time.  WAR, War More and more, here there and everywhere.  Disease and distrust we Must!  Give it to us.  Why not now?

What, you think you want to wait to see how the Election Goes?   You know it just means war, somewhere, far from the fucking Home Land.  We didn’t used to need China.  Look at their ally.  They are scared it, will be De Stabli IZED.   They carry it all the way to the core of it all with their spies spying on everybody all the time.  Stalin would be proud.  J. Edgar Hoover.  Are You a Goddamned Communist?  Corporation Communism has worked out well.  How the hell is Face Book going to work in China?  Their is nothing to sell when there is no Free Content you know.  OK Facebook could sell war stuff.  Facebook could be a weapons marketplace in China.  China needs to sell the US McNamara’s planes.


When I was writing Transcendia War Commentary I wrote about how you use the I Ching and the Bible together.  Because I have invented since Transcend-O-Ray Tm with Craig Hefner Transcendia since 1980, they think I’m real, thought I was real, and anyway my spiritual practice, scholarly, I mean you could do it in a church and collect money.   Well I got mail from China trying to sell me old China airport Fuel Trucks and stuff like that.  There in the news it was that the Chinese Government thought they needed to cut off the access of the Chinese to all the Free Speech thinking about individual rights, and their Government hacked the doors to perception closed.  I was blocked in China. Pisses me off.

Engineers know there are too many people for the systems to run smoothly.  “Best Practices”.  Government has the obligation to employ “Best Practices” which are delightful to the problem solving mind.  I cut to the chase with the Insurodollar.  We either value human beings or we value oil.  Oil is not the best energy source.  We are in the death throes of the 100 Years Oil War.   While it is true that the Sun does not strike all territories equally, it sure does hit lots of places quite a lot.  Distribution.

DC, there is a North and a South to DC.

Too Many People?  Not necessarily.  The goal is to Save the Planet for some people, which means cleaning up a great deal of plastic in the Oceans.  Printing money on the basis of Human Capital as represented by the Insurance actuary tables changes the paradigm.  May as well look at it from a Labor, lots of labor available for the better systems.  Best Practices.

Please think Positively.

Tragedy is living your life according to the worst ideals, and that sort of thing, well, Slavery?  Slavery is bad in my world.  When people are educated and have gained useful skills, then they find their destinies.

I do not anymore like the Clintons, and see more war if they are elected.

I read The Tragedy of Great Power Politics.  It calls on nations to get their own nuclear weapons because otherwise they, as was proven when the Ukraine gave up theirs, they will be vulnerable.  That is certain as long as there is no Government of Governments.  Andre` Lewin, with whom I corresponded wrote out what a Reinvented UN, as a Government of Governments would have in order to not so much keep the peace, in our world all war all the time is the reality, but at least move in the right direction.  I cannot but see that if all nations do follow his advice, the Apocalyptic Riot will be ensured.  If all nations get the Bomb, somebody will use them.  I don’t like that idea.




Posters & Pop Scatter shot

Artists as Civilizers not valued

Alone I fight.

How about Drafting Refugees IntoThe UN Army?


If you click on the posters they get bigger.  Least ways they did for me.

Hum, Well, I was up for the civilian seat on the Airport Authority and by myself when I am working at things to affect my lack of ability to pay bills so collectors don’t call the turnip as job security jobs created jobs, important jobs as collectors making the phone a monster then never to be answered an evil intruder wired to the house that is best cut the fuck off. Well this last thing was attempted. I want to be a gentleman, really I do. I can’t afford to be beaten. I’ll leave nothing for my family if I am beaten. Why do I have to accept injustice?

“We are not here to figure out how not to do it.” Easy for them to figure out how not to do it. Spending other peoples money is their job. Saying fuck you, shut the fuck up. Die will you. Not Conscious. Fine.

I’ll get on that for yah.


Bowie said on the radio show I heard that he felt like the worst thing he ever did was reveal he was bisexual. He got hurt for it. Down in Florida the mechanics got to call Mick Jagger a fucking queer. Well you know Mick and Bowie will leave money for their families pretty good.

Far as all the young men escaping war work for Assad supported by Putin, what about the women abandoned? Andre` Lewin said the UN needed an army. What about these draft dodgers. Why not make them work for the UN army? Send them back armed behind tanks. The US, how come it is so willing to do all the bloodletting? The Pakistanis, they are in the Peace Keeping forces. What do they do? You know the way it ought be is that if the UN means it when they call a leader a war criminal, it means the army goes in, or some covert guys with skills get dropped in, and they stop the guy from continuing on with their “policies”.

Do we really want Ban Ki Moon running the world? Not likely really. “We strongly condemn this war crime.” Maybe we will do something about it. If we are allowed by the Security Council permanent members, one of which has a veto, and is colluding with the war criminal. Two of the allies, one a NATO member kills US allies as represented by the Kurds who have been repeatedly betrayed, and become more and more corrupt. Milo Minderbinder.

Catch 22. was a great novel.

Really it is just the Posters to look at for you. Incomplete thinking going on. I must turn to the Intendor #10. Check out my TV channel on youtube Transcendian. I’ll finish the thought, or not.

State of Transcendian Theory

Outdoor Cats CD Imprint (1)

Transcendia of course is built for people like myself. They then do not necessarily exist. I have been a willing worker, willing to do what was in front of me to do. I am now reduced to a full time artist. I was trained in Rochester, NY as an audio visual technician. My father wanted me to be a writer. I know this because I asked him to help me become a pilot. “We are too poor for that.” Then he bought me piano lessons.
I was writing and even wrote poetry by the time I was in high school. In Junior High my teachers threw my stories out. They said they were too violent? Something. Two of them drove me around in Greensboro the night Martin Luther King was killed.

Schooling for me had been hell in Elon College. I’ve written about it. I was attacked as a Yankee from the Second Grade on. When it came time for me to go to high school at the high school all these people were going to go to, who had tormented and attacked me and I had had to fight with for myself, and for my brother and sisters, I simply walked to the next school district.

I went to the end of the bus line and got on the bus and went to school with strangers. All of a sudden I was popular. It was better for me to be popular. I was tired of fighting.

Yeah, it was the 9th Grade teachers that read my English stories. Repeatedly in my academic life teachers have simply destroyed my work. I don’t know why I put up with it at all. Oh yeah, then they took an interest in me. That was the blonde and her brunette friend drove me around Greensboro during an unrest. My father by then was working at A&T, the traditionally Black University.

His story of that night is depressing. He was crawling around in the bushes as he had done on battlefields in France and Germany. There were National Guard machine gunners on the tops of the campus buildings ready to kill Black people.

My family had become divorced. My father had a life long interest in helping Black people as he was a bisexual. It has been common in the Black Churches to look down on gays. My father was betrayed repeatedly during his life. I got the idea from my mother I didn’t need him, we didn’t need him. I got the idea I shouldn’t love him, or want to be like him.

He taught me about how to be an actor. He taught me how to talk. It is fucked up to attempt not to love your father for a boy. I’ve been a good man. I was a mean son in a lot of respects. I am so sorry I wasn’t there for him as he was dying. You have no idea. I am crying now as I write. My throat is constricted.

I can hold onto what he said about my humor. “I’ve never liked your sense of humor, it always has to mean something.” My answer was then, “So what, you don’t have one.”

I think he liked slapstick. Okay, I told Mom she could base the divorce on lack of good humor. Okay. Has to be some good reason.

Regardless of these things, it was the Boy Scouts that saved me. We had all become Episcopalians, as we were. That was Mom’s life long religion. Upper crust she was. He came from the working classes being the first in his family to go to college. He was more grounded and serious than my mother.

In Greensboro, where we moved, I made friends with an outsider. We listened to Frank Zappa. He said go to the library. Jim Morrison recited Lizard stories and all was generation gap. The war made a difference. His brother was a returned Vet. He told us about it. I’d had letters telling me never to go, from the guys there from when I was in the 9th Grade. It was lost and lies from the beginning.

Failed Morality and Wasted Courage, the story of America my whole life. Generation Gap, and nobody sees us still as adults. I am the old man now. I do know what I am talking about. Cut the crap. Nobody dies from pot. You just want to take property from us. You don’t want us to make a living our way, with our crop.

I was sent to Chicago for threatening to drop out. There I got scholarships about the writing. I was led to believe I’d get something for it.

I went to Rochdale College Toronto eventually. My mentors failed or abandoned me. My ethics nearly got me killed. My number came up high and I could return, no problem.

I had come to love sometime along the way, cameras, filmmaking.
They wouldn’t give me a writing job at the big newspaper later. I was a Circulation Manager. I could drive like a race car driver because of the Boy Scout leaders I had from NASCAR. Later I heard my Scout Master killed himself in his Z28. I got fired from the Circulation Manager job.
I had been a reporter photographer in Honeyoye Falls.
Things are out of order.

The point being OK, I worked at jobs that were what I could get in the South, and in the North. I was not ever unethical. I was not a thief or barbarian. My twenties, those years of youth and strength and passion went fast. “No Shame in Honest Work.” Mom had said.

“Your Grandfather never had a degree as an engineer. He was making 50 thousand a year as a VP for Revere Cooking Ware, and as an Efficiency Expert during the Depression. He was the Design Team Chief for the team that made the Norden Bomb Sight used for high altitude bombing from B-17s in WWII.”

He was a bad example for me. I got the idea of meritocratic rise, and when after 9 years of Aviation Ground Services on three different airports, I ended up fired by Piedmont for something I did not do. I ended up in NYC working on commercials, music videos, and independent features.

“Mint Julep” is as high as I got up that ladder.
It looks good.

What I shot was shot in 1994. It was released as a feature in 2010. I had suffered the failure of my lighting and grip truck business because of a producers lockout that damaged many others who of the smart ones moved from NY to LA.

Having family and a place to stay in NC, which I now call Not Conscious, after a lonely impoverished year in FLL, working though a nearly exploded disc I had returned to NC, and got that feature job as the Director of Photography. You can see it, how good I was with the camera.

The other good job was with Industrial Light and Magic, far as filmmaking jobs. Worked second Unit Gaffer on He Got Game the whole 4 days it shot in Not Conscious. How about that. 4 days. Only one got the whole four days.

When I worked with the Local 574, on my acquired Local 491 card, nothing went to my pension and welfare. Stagehand work, well I could do it as a movie electrician. Pay was half my film rate. Film jobs went away by the turn of the century in NC.

If you were from LA, where all the money and jobs were, the culture different, you didn’t work in NC unless you couldn’t get other work. NYC and Wilmington are two different places as well. Wilmington to my experience as a year actually with a place to live there in a room was discovered to be a racist xenophobic place. An Episcopalian isn’t really their kind of Christian.

NC is not that welcoming a place to the creative classes. Only place in all my travels I though I could get shot in the back of the head was in Wilmington. The grocery store was robbed near closing on a Saturday night while I tried to get some coffee and bacon. I cooked over a fire in the backyard. I was burning anthracite coal in the fireplace. I got around on a motorcycle that was on its second engine.

Finally I ended up giving up and got work as a carpenter in Chapel Hill.
Thinking of Jack Kerouac with his mother in what, Rocky Mount, I’d rewritten manuscripts I started when I wanted to be a novelist. The book out as an ebook, and an audiobook, now called The Revolutionary is one of them.
From that book I learned that anarchy leads to isolation and despair.

On the floor of the Coliseum in Greensboro a guy pointed at the Mexicans cleaning up the place, up there walking through the hard aisles of seats, a guy asked me what I had to say to them, something, he asked me, and I said, “My past is your future.”

I’d been an immigrant, illegal, Canada, poor, even ignorant about some important things.

I’d had so many jobs, been independent non union, and union, that when Alan Greenspan that US workers needed to be retrained I vowed to be come an economist.

All along since 1978 I had been working to create Transcendia, the Company, Country, and Work of Art.

I had been invited to Carter’s Inauguration, there is a movie of it on the web. The Common Fool’s Trip to the Inauguration is the formal title. Zelig is one of Woody Allen’s movies I appreciate. I had gotten let down by the Carter Administration.

My inspiration was to found a nation of airports that became a nation of spaceports, eventually. I had become convinced that the US was past the point of no return, far as there being any hope of reform of it.

People like me, are versatile, ethical, hardworking, dangerous people. Just being someone who liked to smoke pot puts us outside of the mainstream workforce. We aren’t even really counted since they started piss testing everybody.

I was going to declare pot legal on all our Transcendian airports, and run the nation from the taxes on the transactions.

My wife and her family, first wife, divorced me for this. I said, “So what if we can’t make it work, we’ll still have a lot of good land.”

They had known about it before I got married, but had plans for me to become a NY Life Insurance Broker. I didn’t know of their plans till the day after I was married. I did learn a lot about NY Life Whole Life Insurance Policies.

I had one for awhile.

Hence it was that when inventing Transcendia and in need of a currency, I invented the Insurodollar. I’ve explained it till I’m blue in the face.

Go look at me on Transcendian on youtube. Buy a Transcendia, or Transcendian Passport.

This is serious work.

Sure enough I want to make a nation versatile well read willing people will want to defend. I want them to want to be a citizen of the airport nation. They will have flight privileges like I had when working for Piedmont.

So really Immigration to my nation is very desirable. When I was wanted to fight in Viet Nam, I nearly became a Canadian. There was the corruption of the independent nation Rochdale that really put an end to that thought.

You can read about why I think the way I do, in Poor Buzz & Stories from Warnings for my Daughter.

I’m still a citizen of the US. I hate the Beats for their involvement in the mobster world of heroin. I am a morphine addict now, on three time release pills a day. I have a chronic painful disease. I have two replaced hips, two plastic cornea, a bridge of titanium in my neck to keep me from being paralyzed. I am a spastic without Tazanadine. It could be replaced by hash oil, hashish if it was legal.
There is no cartilage in my right shoulder. I go into the hospital tomorrow for another operation. It is just a hernia operation. There is a fifteen percent chance my dick won’t work afterwards. It doesn’t work so great as it is now.

For the ten years when again I was working at carpentry, with the best renovations crew in town I tried to make UNTV a real TV Channel you would want to watch for the truth about international conditions, threats of war, ways to do things.
My thesis, supported by Andre` Lewin of the French UN Association was that with truth between FOX and MSNBC now, it was CNN when I started, war could be forestalled.

Youtube is the best you are going to get like UNTV, and it isn’t really on the Fireplace. TV is the Fireplace. Flickering light. The same.
This year, if I live, I have to go out and get the Currency of Fame. Do you want to help me? My plan is to take the amp I built and the guitars I built and go near the TV Stations and play and say.

The Devil was dragging on me. I was willing to run for US Senate from North Carolina. That is why I am the Intendor. My daily show on Youtube is The Intendor Tm Radio Show.

Distribution is the big difficulty in economics. Physically a Nation of Airports solves this. It also solves the problem intellectually and culturally and socially.

Regardless of religions, the people of the world know how they are expected to act at the airport.

I have always followed the rule of “Build on your Strengths”. I even tell youth to do what comes easy for them because there will be plenty of hard things for them to do. Some artists, go into the work thinking that all they will be required to know, is how to express themselves. There are a lot of tools to master far as that is concerned. I took Audio Visual Technology at the fine Community College MCC, because I just wanted to know how to use the tools of my chosen profession.

How to do, and what to do, are two different things.

(By the way the University of North Carolina won’t allow, help artists sell art at the airport they hold in trust by the pleasure of the citizens of the state, get to manage any way they want, “Because someone would make money.”) They don’t even want the artists they tout as so important to the community life, to make real money. The Hegemon that is the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, is a sad case really. From Silent Sam the hero who wasted his life in the service of the ideals of slave owners, slave traders, traitors to the US, invested in slave labor still in love with it never wanting to pay labor like it was the best law of the land ever proposed! Keep a hero of that sort of ideals tall on the campus with every excuse there. Then to 18 years of fraud. Then to their Big Lie, they will close the airport. That big lie. Then what is it really? A land grab to benefit wealthy contractors after the citizen tax money. Not Conscious and they let the University manage it at a deficit like a private airport to the benefit of the insiders watch ball games and write checks and say everybody loves the arts, but really they just love ball games. Will pull tricks there to win.

Some say that the US is mature, and can’t really handle all these immigrants, refugees, illegal immigrants, but this isn’t true.
If the US can’t handle these people it is because the US has become so dominated by a set of discredited economic theories, and run by Generals far as its foreign policy is concerned, plus further corrupted because of its insistence that the goddamned hippies cut their hair, and all the Blacks they call niggers stop being who the are, and live like they want, quiet in the impoverished ghettoes out of sight and out of mind while they rip everybody off that it is a real wonder more cops are not shot on sight.

Not because the cops are not working class like they are, but because the cops do enforcer work, oppression work, not just keep the peace. People like me, old hippies who got the message that hiding out and even “starving the beast” was a rational response to the failures of the nation.

Corruption was legalized by Bill Clinton. Reagan went after the FAA unionized Air Traffic Controllers because IATSE wanted to cut his face off when he was president of SAG.

The head was cut off the UN when the concept of majority rule, which Wilson so insisted on was first put prominent in the Charter, and then when made such a thing, thrown out so the persecuted jews of Germany and Russia could take over Palestine and do what the Germans did to them to the Palestinians.

It’s just the way the world is, right? Get real. Don’t even try.

After watching Noam Chomsky and Alan Dershowitz debate about it I offered to Noam the skew of the Insurodollar concepts a strong understandable and fair way to disincentivize the killing of innocents in GAZA.
That is the Israelis buying insurance on Palestinians and the Palestinians buying insurance on Israelis so that the Insurance Company of Israel has to pay from the treasury of the Insurance Company death and destruction benefits when they kill innocent civilians and blow to smithereens there homes, businesses, and property.

The Palestinians, and by extension all the people who give the Palestinian government money would have to do the same.

It is a fair system I offer, on its face. I’ve tweeted about it. Till you see me on your fucking Television screen, that fireplace, it won’t fucking happen.

Noam Chomsky let me down by saying no more than no one would listen to me. My point of course in exposing him to the concept was to get him to mention the idea.

My old drinking buddy and friend Beni Avini, the columnist at the Post, he has let me down to. I guess we aren’t friends really, anymore.

Of course the conflicts are so rooted in as a real justifiable hatred of each other by now, that it would take overwhelming gendarme presence in GAZA to keep the peace.

I have been high as you ever get and will debate any Muslim other on hashish while on it too. Stuff me full of any of that and I can function with the best of them from the neck up, now.

I am not going to be alive that much longer. Israel and Palestine are worth my thought as a Transcendian Airport that refuses to pack up and leave its host country.

Take away the nuclear weapons the US gave the Israelis and they have to do real war with tanks again. All of the powerful nuclear bomb equipped nations really like them since they provide the power of War By Threat.

It is the US that is most likely to bomb the shit out of Russian tanks with dialed down thermonuclear bombs if they can’t win otherwise. Look for where there are the most tanks for the most likely battlefields. In short range engagements the MIAbrams advantages are nullified. Poland just got about 250 German Lepoards Leaporads damn. I feel like misspelling it.

The Russians have put tanks in the Syrian mix.

That war area, where first was found iron to start up the iron age, and the talk of some mythical diplomatic solution could only be solved right away if Assad was captured like the King on the chessboard and put in an airport hotel room, or in Elba, which Andre` Lewin was so fond of because he was French and that is where Napoleon died of something already nearly killed me too.

Thanks to the surgeon Liz Dressen, I am alive.
I felt the hand of death on me like you hear described by people who have felt it during that one.

A Nation of Airports that is desirable because it is run according to the precepts of the Declaration of Human Rights solves a number of problems for the world. Economically it was at the very first meant to moderate world economic disparities. That was an obvious benefit. I am replacing the challenged Silk Road.

Mohammad set an example when he robbed Meccan Merchants working their way between China and India? My map isn’t too good. Isn’t that it? I have to re-study some times. John Loftin who wrote the Big Story, Big Picture, taught or still teaches Divinity at Duke. Lives over in Hillsborough, he could tell you off the top of his head.

Far as I can tell Mohammad may well have written in some kind of peace into his opus, but his example is what mattered and he and his family were about robbing Meccan Merchants, then praying towards Mecca, then taking it over and looting the place. Mohammad was liked for sharing the loot amongst his band of looters.

Jesus and Buddha, were forgivers, and they said the final law was obvious that you were best to do unto others as you would have done unto you. Jesus wanted you to love his father.

He claimed his father was God.

At the Convent where my Grandfather was the head priest I had my first drink of Scotch, thirteen, on a visit to the Episcopal Convent for the Episcopal Nuns with a very attractive nun. I can remember her face. She had curves. She was looking in my eyes. “You know why the Virgin Mary was called the Virgin Mary?”
“No.” I said. I just said, “No.”

We were in a castle in Versalles Kentucky. It was a wonderful room. My Grandfather was across the room at his big brown desk. The room was nothing but classy in that way of all the Ivy League Universities. They must mimic the rooms of the Lords come down out of King Alfred’s England, or is it King Albert? Whomever it was the historian, David Hume. I love how he just said lots of Crusader Kings did outrageously stupid things. If they survived, meaning weren’t run through or got their heads chopped off, they retired to the convent where the nuns were, like my Grandfather did.

“Well, Mary was the town whore, and Joseph was the town queer, and when Mary got pregnant, Joseph took care of her. They would be walking down the street you know, and the people said, “Yeah, there goes the Virgin Mary and Joseph.”
You’ve see people joke like that. Language, people have had humor for a long time. They write down their favorite jokes. People with impaired reading and critical thinking skills put on the serious mantle and talk like there is something different going on in the world than what the facts show us. Virgins do not get fucked by beings that don’t have bodies.

I am fully convinced that I will never get fucked once I don’t have a body.

All the spirits without bodies lust to have bodies and experience lust and passion and the physical sensations that are wildly satisfying even when you only half way know how to do it.

So then, if it is a joke, it makes sense. If you are the son of every man, any man, son of a whore, a prostitute, then you are the Son of Man, or Son of God.
I don’t even want to argue with you about it. Life is a joke. A joke is the right answer to the wrong question or the wrong question to the right answer, technically. I did Stand Up Comedy after I heckled Eddy Murphy mercilessly at the Comic Strip in Fort Lauderdale. I pretty much stopped after David Letterman, the show, Margeret Hannah, asked for a tape, and I sent in the tape and was rejected. I had a baby. I had bills to pay. Time was getting eaten up.
Back then Transcendia, hell, it was a joke.

I did a speech at Dag Hammerskold Plaza in 1990 or 1991. Jason Epstein came. A cop came. I’d paid 15 dollars for a speaking permit. It was great. I showed the flag. We went over from Dag Hammerskold Plaza to the UN to show the flag. I want it up in that row. Somebody did try and buy it. I’d got my wife to sew up 6.

Peggy Say just died.

I gave her one of the flags because I cared about the plight of Terry Anderson, her brother. I’d driven my Caddilac over there to Buffalo. I had some Idea going. I talked with her. She was sad, had sad eyes. Back then it was Lebanon, Beirut.

I’d smoke blonde Lebanonese hash. It was alright. Not as good as Black Nepalese Temple balls, but they had a little opium in there. Red Lebanese was better. I think I smoked some Afghani hash. It was good. We tried to do 10 pipes, but throwing in the mescaline, I don’t know, we only made it to 7. Once I ate a couple of grams of some good brown hashish and sat in a chair all day, maybe three? Some mother got mad at me for letting her baby play with the ashes in the ashtray. I didn’t think it was hurting the kid get its hands dirty.

In the commune everybody wanted you to take care of their baby, and wash their dishes. The hippies all gave up on living in communes. Okay if you got your own little hut. Better anyway. I lived in an urban commune on a floor with a big common room and a galley kitchen. The sink was always full of dirty pots and pans. The Big Man locked it up in the end.
Socialism. If it is everybody’s, it is nobodies. You can wish, but there are people that fuck it up. Take advantage of the others, good people. We are seeing that now. I don’t know how many draft dodgers and deserters went to Canada. There were 800 people officially living in Rochdale College when I was on Security there. Somebody said a full quarter of the drugs, hallucinogenics and hash and pot were moved into North America out of Rochdale.

Security under Billy Littler and Fergy and Shakey and Mickey and the corrupted Board of Governors, allowed Billy to steal the cocaine of the dealers that were getting into coke, offering it, kick them out, bar them, take their coke and give it away or sell it. They were getting it from a front Rentco van delivery service they had operation on the Toronto airport.

I tried to stop it. I turned Coke at a party down. They told me not to tell Lionel so much about what they were doing. Said something about me going out a window.


I want better people than that for Transcendia. I want people willing to work for what they get. You know it looks like all the European draft dodgers from the Syrian area war, ought go back with weapons and fight for their women. Go get their own women. They didn’t make themselves look worthy of what the German people were offering. I can see the problems, but they we let fester. Obama let that Assad cross the Red Line. Sure he gave some chemical weapons up, but look how long and how much it has festered?

You know it is too much. Sure there is a need for young men in Europe to fill the jobs the old ones can’t do anymore. But too much too soon and all different without the moderating factor of their own women.
Everything, all the wars, women.

They can’t protect their women and they aren’t about to put their lives on the line for Assad, his insiders,so they just leave.

If you have an international system of airports that is absolutely totally intolerant of violence towards women, strippers, whores even, they have to go. No way can that be tolerated on a place runs according to the Declaration of Human Rights, the one that gives the rights to women, that one. Not the one the Saudis like.

I got the shit beat out of me, like I’ve said, defending a porno star. I’m like that. I want people like me. I was a good lineman.
Helpful and funny Station Agent.

Why did Piedmont fire me? Well US Air was buying Piedmont. My wife at the time was said to be having an affair with the Station Manager. Good looking Black guy, Louis. I was told that in the hallway at work. I don’t know. We were separated, I think. Yeah I was living on Culver. Cashed in what was left of the Insurance. The 25 hundred I’d inherited, was getting eaten up.

“What’s this about this thing Transcendia? Did you write an email to headquarters?”

“Yes, yes I did.” (I’d written an email to headquarters about the rudeness of some station agent to passengers. I’d not thought it was in any way horrible. Phil, this other guy wrote some email. I saw it. It was stupid. Had curse words in it. Inappropriate. He, Phil denied writing anything and they wanted to fire me, so they did.)

Piedmont was the worst working experience of my life. Really. Cecil Sayre was a liar. Promised that if I took the job I’d be making in house instructional videos. I’ve got documentary video of my training still. He, Cecil Sayre is what a working guy calls a fat fuck. You know them. They are the guys sit behind a desk, and are that, “Fat fuck.” I don’t know where they come from, how they get those jobs. I don’t want to end on that note, but I will.

I’ve put too much time into this.

A Nation of Airports with uniform proper laws and building on the strengths of the culture of civility at airports would help moderate world economic disparities. Citizens would be able to move to where the work for them was. You want the working classes to have the same freedoms as the corporations. They need mobility. Dutch people with all their education can travel for work most wherever they want for instance.

The Netherlands is well positioned to adopt the Insurodollar. If I was them, and thought about what had happened to Greece at the hands of the Germans, their bankers, a better currency than the Euro would be up there on my list of things to do. (Where were Greek Insurance Companies in the whole game?)

If you want to invest in me, buy a book or a passport, or the newly released CD, Beatniks & Spiders, by Outdoor Cats. I have some debts to pay off so I am more upstanding and free. Poverty makes you a beggar. Ambitions can do that to you to I see. I want badly to die with my integrity in tact.

If there is any war I might start, it would be the one to get rid of nuclear weapons. War by Threat, is pushing up on some limits. People are used to great swaths of the earth done in, poisoned. Fukushima was a crime in the aftermath. We can’t expect human nature to change so much that we won’t go to war somewhere over something. Sometimes you just have to. Best we can do, and we can do it, is have rules against mass murder and torture. International Laws matter. Nuremberg was an important precedent.


P.S. I dread this hernia operation tomorrow. I have fear associated with it, being dead to the world again. Some of you know what I’m talking about. It beats the alternative, being “under” but you get the distinct feeling that dead to the world is pretty much like being dead. Nothing. You wake up or you don’t.

What The Hell/Working Class Corner

I read a lot. Now I’m reading Len Deighton’s WWII history, Blood Tears and Folly. I read these histories and think of the guys like me, killed for nothing. Most guys get killed in inconsequencial misadventures of life wastes in nameless battles.
History is repeated on the basis of old ideologies made new, like “Free Trade” a policy made to cover the take over of the Financial sector that somehow repeatedly gets to ruin the prosperity of a nation.
The UK or England, or Great Britain, whatever you want to call it since it calls itself by those names. The Netherlands is right, but then they are Dutch, and it is Holland.
They do all right over time. I believe they invented capitalism for the Western Modern era, meaning since 500 years.
It is a lot harder to become Dutch since they had such a good way of taking care of everyone who was a a citizen, all these freeloader Islamist were moving there and setting up shop, pretty much taking advantage of a good thing. Now to become Dutch you have to speak Dutch.
It works to cut down on the invaders after an easy ride.
In capitalism the take over of the entire nation is a gambler and thieves paradise. It is done by yelling the virtues of “Free Trade”. There are no virtues in Free Trade. Look at England. When it did its own stuff importing little it built an empire. After that it was drug down till it was a beggar full of fear and in debt to its eyeballs.
Its people were made stupid and ignorance reigned till WWI and WWII killed countless working class guys who were patriotic. They volunteered to be led by idiots.
Idiots and fools and vain land owners with rent money pouring in to big houses with servants.
It could have been me every time. The guys working for Patton were proud with good reason. Bradley and Eisenhower and that other guy general were sitting around in some nice place in Paris. They had treated all the warnings from by then half decent intelligence service agents and battlefield reports as if the news was of no account. The war was already won far as they were concerned. Enjoy the willing secretary. What a beauty Eisenhower got. Patton too. So all these guys that had lost friend after friend got it themselves when silhouetted against the snow in green battledress not enough to either keep them warm.
What is up with that? No winter clothes? No white camouflage?
Oh well.
Vietnam was stupid. All the CIA went running drugs, and hard drugs too.

The Financial Engineers of Wall Street wrecked the US along with all the “Free Trade” same as the Free Trade wrecked the British Empire. London and Wall Street and the crony capitalists of the former USSR all out completely for themselves walking over bodies.

Ignorant peasants get going every now and then and just shoot people in the back of the head. It is too much to think about.

Look now and there is the secret war called Economic War, using sanctions. Sanctions lead to war. That we have got this far without war in the Ukraine more bigger and better this summer is nearly in my mind, a miracle. I have started to fill a bag. Knife and matches.
Fallout could be a bitch.


I do wonder about the goals of the leaders of the state I live in. Hey, come here where our labor is kept ignorant, is convinced unions are bad for them, and will work for as close to nothing as you want to give. Obviously the people with the money plan to take it out of the flesh of the workers.

Round here they are excited to build a new prison. How many of the prisoners are put in jail for marijuana offenses of possession or dealing or growing do you think the new jail will be housing? It is a good jobs program still even same since the so called decriminalization. The officials are in their 40s and are apparently throughly indoctrinated with the idea that marijuana is an illicit vice. It keeps the police state that J Edgar Hoover put in place going.

Not For You

Frame from cartoon I am working on History of the World for Innocents

Good Morning

And one paper 1000 bill

Money, currency based on Human capital as partially pooled equity of Whole Life policies for all making the bank. this note designed by Dave Ripton for Transcendia. Printing it out is allowed if you use it, and you at this time use the back of the 1000 something note to write your deal memo. More bills to come.

By the time I finished reading last night I had the distinct feeling of great chaos and doom on the way. Wall Street Financial Engineering isn’t at all what Henry Petroski had in mind when he allowed those people into the discipline of engineering, which before they got in was a respectable discipline.

I don’t know how Ayn Rands philosophy works for the nation. So far if this is what we end up with however it works makes the whole nation uncomfortable to be a part of.

So it was a hundred years from the time peasants were put to wage slavery before they revolted. Stalin was a bank robber who cut the curtains. He was afraid of people that thought like he did and had those who worked for the revolution all murdered and the rest of the people misled and then how do you have a meeting for every bullet to be fired?

The motherland, the fatherland, America the beautiful.

There is so much evidence that Richard Helms and James Angleton CIA counter intelligence murdered JFK. The spymasters were out to kill the democratic leadership before they put them out of business ending the Cold War. Kennedy had been in combat and nearly got killed so he was used to it all I suppose. But I do think he had some goals that excluded permanent war. Kill everybody and they are all out of work.

For much of my life I would just walk.

Sanders is talking revolution and he is the one trying to do it all from the inside as everyone was told to do. Somehow he kept a record that shows a great deal of integrity. I can’t bear the idea of Bill Clinton in the White House again. Lee Camp showed up putting the truths of Obama together. He did leave out the ACA. That is a big deal, but the TPP will wreck us.

The Insurodollar is the greatest thing I have to offer, and nobody asked me my opinion. They didn’t ask me..


My father's picture of pictures from war.

My father’s picture of pictures from war.

When I was first there, one kid stood behind me, and as others engaged me in conversation, I was pushed over. Second grade started like that. I was born in White Plains New York. It was Elon College NC.
I heard that Mom told them off at the voter registration office. She was not a racist like those otherwise in the town. She told us about how she had told them all off for the poll tax and Literacy Test.
Dad was gay. I didn’t find that out till about 1968 when my mother told me she was divorcing Dad for having affairs with men. That is much how she put it. I asked her if she was going to tell my younger brother and sisters. I told her not to.
The many fights from over the years were more explainable, though they had not been that much a mystery. I’d not needed really to know that Dad was gay to know we were hated.
The last psychologist I saw said I had been raised with combat fatigue. She was saying that I had grown up infected with combat fatigue.
The Perry father ran over our dog and didn’t stop. He killed our dog in front of us. In neighborhood football I had been hard kicked in the head in a pile up and suffered a concussion that set me back for a long time. I’d had then for a year migraines and learning difficulties.
The fights had continued.
We did not report fights. They just happened, going on and on so many that I wonder if they were like the battles of the New Guinea over little birds. I am glad I won the great majority. I never remember losing a fight till I was 36. Then it took three in the bar to beat me till I had double vision.
I went to NYC and got work.
There was the time the brother had his brother attack me with a brick. If they had both attacked me I would have been brain bashed in. All that happened was I knocked the brick out of the kid’s hand and then slapped him. The kid was cuffed and taken home in shame for not beating me even with the brick.
My father and I cried burying Duffy, our dog, in our vacant lot. We had significant property really. There is an apartment building where our garden used to be. The fine 4 bedroom home is there, though made ugly with the two shade maples cut down out of the front yard, and a concrete pad for parking.
My father had the Mauser pistol that was all brass finished but shaped like a .45. He probably got it from a dead German. it was likely a .9 mm. It would have been mine but Mom made him sell it worried about suicide or murder.
So it was always okay to hate Dad.
I am glad he got to kill people.
The kid that kicked me in the head became the next town over Sheriff.
That must have been the plan for him. My life was never seen in advance.
I wanted to be a pilot and Dad wanted me to be writer like him teaching I guess but there were no TV living room conversations after 13 or 14, so i really don’t know.
We saw some Viet Nam on CBS and that was that.
Dad got sent to the mental hospital. Mom got the house and sold it and moved us to the town over.
She had a much better job than we knew.
Dad taught some at the same University and then the other one for Black people. His teaching career was then on with the Black Universities. Mom’s was for the women.
She said the Lesbians, a couple at the women’s university got her fired for her affair and then mom did financial planning for rich people.
I kept on and found out writing was of no pay for most. All that is for teachers.